Monday, January 23, 2012

Found a note taped to my front door.

Seems to all be a bunch of gibberish, except for the last sentence.

And I checked, and double checked the spelling on this one, so I think its right. Though of course I might have derped again.

" L'r hmvvi L pwttmo cqbu xgvrocqm, L pwt mtbi hwi ocwo img wmq kmlta fqbb. Fcwo bloobq vqhlhowtpq L pwt mxxqv mgohlkq mx rqhhwaqh lh sglpzbi holxbqk, hm ztmf ocwo lx fq pmrq xwpq km xwpq, fq flbb cwrq om xlaco. L uvwi ocwo img qtk ri hgxxqvlta, mtq fwi mv wtmocqv.

L flbb ovi wtk aqo rmvq rqhhwaqh on img fcqt ocq olrq lh vlack.

~ ?

When Light becomes Black all becomes clear "


So something'll happen at sundown? Is my life about to get flipped, turned upside down?

Something tells me I won't end up the prince of bel-air.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Not a cure

I can say that much.

Apparently since It wasn't able to see me, it brought in the drones. They held me still, while It just kept looking at me. I kept trying to imagine things...see if that might cause a distraction, but nothing happened.

My head hurt more and more. I felt that chill more and more...finally it seemed to just be too much. I passed out. I woke up today in the charred remnants of the house that me and...that Two Face bitch squared off.

Then I saw it...they'd...they'd put a pair of eyeballs on the ground, pointing at me, looking like they were staring at me. I think they were Two Face's. A message scrawled in blood underneath 'WE ARE ALWAYS WATCHING'

I told my parents I just was out with a couple of friends. I think they suspect something is wrong, but trust that I'd tell them if there was something really going on. Probably think I just got shitfaced and crashed on someone's couch.

Friday, January 20, 2012

This is weird.

I finally came out of it. It was more terrifying than I thought it would be...lying there, unable to move, only able to look upwards. I couldn't even blink. Everything got all fuzzy...I couldn't see anything.

Finally I could move again. After blinking, my sight came back and..well, I just about shit myself.

It was standing over me. Head tilted. But I didn't feel the iciness in my blood...My head wasn't killing me.

It was staring, but not at me...It was like it couldn't even see me. I carefully crept away, it just kept on staring at the bed. Maybe its wondering where I vanished to? This...sort of helps strengthen my current theory. I've felt strange ever since I regained the ability to move. No telling how long this'll last.

Its been about forty five minutes so far, Hopefully this'll last a while. Hey, maybe its a cure.

Hold on. Think I heard something.

The pattern has changed.

It isn't appearing in my backyard, nearby the trees, anymore. Instead I keep feeling its gaze on me 24/7....I think I fucked up big time. My head feels like its going to explode.

I'm getting desperate....I'm using the Tetrodotoxin.

I think I have the weight calculated properly...just enough to effect me, but not kill me...

If I don't make it, I'm sorry I wasn't able to help anymore. Good luck H. Good luck Ariadne.

Please don't forget me.

~
JediZero

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

almost like clockwork.

Everyday...at about 8:00 PM, It appears in the back yard. Staring and watching. Sometimes It's closer. Sometimes It's further away.

I think It's just toying with me. Watching to see if I crack.

I've taken to checking the laptop daily. But the motherboard seems to have gone bad, I can't even start it up anymore.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Having finally managed to focus enough on the message

I think it says 'Dont stop right track please'

I guess he's trying to help...not entirely brainwashed then...

Then again, I have heard before that they use coded messages to try and let the non-brainwashed parts of themselves speak without being censored.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

I got an e-mail today.

I'm not sure what to make of it. Its horribly misspelled, like whoever wrote it was on drugs or something.

Heathen, You have oomed yurself to be the ext sacrifice to our maser.
Even now we tare afer you. waching yu. erhaps even in your home.
Live a life of egret. then de. rieving for er. Or don.
Ponder your houghts, you plns, before you go razy. Or crac

Make your choice. erhaps our beoved mastr will grnt you your tella onc again
Everyone dies sooner or later. when will you?

I noticed the very 'subtle' hint on the left. HELP ME.

My head's been killing me lately. I've...I've seen it again...just watching. I've heard all the insults, the idiocy. "Oh no Its staring at you and doing nothing! Aaaah!" but you don't understand. Its gaze...Just, its piercing gaze. You feel fine, then suddenly you feel like someone has replaced your blood with ice. Something is wrong, just very very wrong. Then you see it, and your blood somehow gets even colder. Add to that my migraine whenever I see it, and I'm having trouble focusing. I might have to leave home soon. I don't know where I'll go, but I can't get my friends and family mixed up in this.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Merry Christmas, and a happy new year.

I hope you all had good holidays. I had a good bit of relaxation and rest, migraine aside. Only sign of activity has been that someone poured weed killer all over my parents flower bed, and that might just be one of the assholes in my neighborhood.

I suppose I should at the very least outline my current theories...That way the...lets see...two or three of you out there that give a crap can tell me how stupid I am to even think this way.

First theory goes on the 'Slender Man', the more and more I think about It, the more I wonder if the Tulpa effect is what created It, or if It was here all along, and just gained strength afterwards.

Regardless, It, is pretty much...wrongness, incarnate. Like It's a man shaped hole in reality or something.It gains strength from our imaginations, our fear, and our belief in It. It is proof of the strength of the human imagination and subconscious.

This ties into Harry's and my...sighting of Stella...Or what Harry remembered Stella to be. He said he'd been hallucinating her previously, but he hadn't seen her for a long time...

Also, It, took a major interest in her. Like it hadn't happened before, that It had never seen anything like her. We seemed to be momentarily forgotten when It was staring at Stella....or...not-Stella...or...or just a hallucination. I have no clue what the fuck anymore.

What if Its a black hole in our subconscious? Only instead of gravity and pulling in everything, including light, It pulls in our subconscious power. Basically becoming a gigantic well and font of the power of our very subconscious. When people see that....thing, they're not bothering imagining, unless they're imagining what exactly It is going to do to them.

Maybe that's why every single encounter is different for different people. One person imagines what it would do, and it alters itself to match that subconscious 'choice'. People who focus more on It's more unearthly appearance gets the tentacles for arms and other weird shit. People who dread the observation/stalking of It, usually sees just the tall suited faceless man, staring almost casually, almost out of curiosity. It may also simply be masking itself in our subconscious fears. Groups of people see the same thing because our 'subconscious' strengths differ from person to person, and It focuses on the strongest source of 'energy'.

If it is this huge 'subconscious energy well', What about other things? I'm not sure if there has ever been someone who suffers from hallucinations, having one during an encounter with It. Is it possible that the hallucination that Harry suffers from, was gaining strength from that subconscious power? Maybe that's why we both saw it.

As for the 'Zombie Powder', my current theory is that its a...'It repellent'. Or something along those lines. If It feeds on Subconscious, something like the powder could mess with the brain chemistry, causing the subconscious 'fuel' to diminish. Maybe it doesn't see with 'Eyes' like we do, maybe It focuses on the subconscious energy that sustains it. Without that source, It doesn't notice us as readily.

Of course the downsides are many.
A: Its a very complex mixture, not easy to get a hold of.
B: Its POWERFUL. If you don't mix it properly, or properly calculate the weight of the subject its used on, it will most likely kill you.
C: You're going to not be moving for a while, until the paralysis effects wear off, leaving you vulnerable to anyone who comes along.
D: I kind of doubt its going to be any help against 'Proxies' of It, who are humans simply under Its sway. I have a feeling that if one of Its servants alerts It to someone being where It isn't sensing anything, It will investigate, and likely not in a friendly 'I wonder whats over here' kind of way.