hello?

Is anyone out there? please...oh god please don't leave me alone...I don't want to be alone, I don't want to die I don't want to die.

I'm worried.

H and Ariadne have vanished. I don't know if they're alright, if they're dead, or...or whatever.

Does anybody know what happened to them? Please, H is...pretty much my only friend in all this. God I hope they're alright.

Migraines, playgrounds, and sandwiches.

Ugh, standing around all day doesn't do much for my migraines. I've got an income though, and that's really all that matters.

I've been feeling better and better though. Less paranoid, less stressed, I've even stopped hearing whispers outside my window. That can mean one of two things. Either they've decided to go away, or they're gearing up for some serious shit. Nothing out of the ordinary has been happening, but I'm keeping my eyes open. Still have that pistol ready, and now have a license to carry a concealed weapon. My dad'd still kill me if I fired it without having a damn good reason, but I don't feel as vulnerable when I leave my house anymore.

I'm still toying around with the Tetrodotoxin, but I'm starting to think its a false end. Its at most a way to get out of immediate danger, but it seems to get 'It' pissed off that you're able to hide from 'It'. Emergency only, I'd wager. Then there's also the whole 'Its a deadly poison that if you don't measure it carefully it could kill you so quit playing with it you dumbass'.

Still jumping a bit whenever I see someone in a business suit though.

Got a job!

Sorry for the delay, I've been having to deal with schoolwork and whatnot. Good news though, I finally  g̵̶̀͘ot a jo̢̧̡b. I'm a 'sandwich artist' at a sub place n̸̸҉earby my house. Evé̷͡n has a nice view of a sm҉̷͢͞͞all park, complete wi̷҉̶̶̛th playground. Always͘̕͟͏̷  enjoyed watching kids͘̕͟͏̷  play, brings back lots of good memories. I remember comi̷҉̶̶̛ng up with all sorts of epic stories and tales of betrayal that me and my frien̸̸҉d Jonathan would play out in our minds tog̡͜͏̢͢ether. We were 'Best friends forever' before that bitch Barbie ever took that slogan. Wish I knew where he was now.

Are these things still c͟o͏̶̶͡͝r̛̕͝r̶͢͜͠u̧͝p̵̡̛t̕̕͢͞e͜҉d̀͟͞͡͠?

Seriously?  Ĩ̙̺͖̍̊ͤ̆ͨ  have no clue what the fuck. I̡̨͈͎͕̺͍̦̝̎̏͂͋̇ͯͧ̈́͡  don't even see any c̢̀͡o̴r̸̸̡̛ŗ̴̨̧̀u̷͢͝҉͞p̷̡̀͡t҉̧i̷̧͡҉ơ͜͠n̸͟͝҉̶. It started when  I̢̋ͥ͛ͧ҉͙̻̝̳̙͓͚̝  got s̵͟͞͝i͢͢͡c̵͢͞k̢͠͏̀͜, but since nobody said anything  I͈̺̮͉̫̬̘̰͓ͧ̈̆̾  thought it'd gone away. Has it been there all this time? How c̨̛͟͢o͝҉͞͏ŗ͡r̛u̢̢҉p͏t͞e̷̛ḑ is it? has it changed at all?

Its kind of unnerving, knowing there's s̴̸̶̀͠o҉͟͟m̴͝e̵̶̡͝t̀҉̸͠͝h̸̡̕͜i̶̡̛͢͜n̡͘͟ǵ̛ in your messages that you can't even see. Could it be that Ì̛́'̛̀́͢m̷̧̕͜͞  the one that's c̢͢͝o̵̴̷͞r̷̸̕͡҉r͠͠ư̢͝p͏̧͘͠͠t͘̕͟è͢͠d̢̀?




L̛͠í̶k̷̡҉̵è҉͡ ̵͘͞a̡ ̶̷d̶̴́͟͏i̴͞ś͟e̢̛a̢̧s̵̢͟ę́͟ ̧́͞͏ḩ̴̛̀̀e̢̛ ̧̧̛̕͝ć̴̨̕o͢͝r҉̴̵͞͡ŕ͘u̢̕p͟҉̸͞t̴̵́͢͢ś ̵̸̡͝͞a̴̧̡ļ͘͟ļ̛͝͞ ̢́h̕͢͢͡͡e̷̢̧̕ ̵̷̡͜͡t̶̴̕͢o̕u҉̢́͝c̷͞͞h͏͘e̴ş̷̡̛
H͝҉̢ȩ̴̧͘͜ ͡͠į̷҉̴s̴̕͞͡ ̡̛͘̕͞t̷͘h̨̢͟͠è͠͡ ҉̀d̶̨͢͡͡a̡̢r̨̀͢͏͜k͡͝n̵̷̢͜e̕̕s̕͟͜͝s̷͟͞ ͟͜͝ơf̴̛̛ ̵͝t̕͏h́͢ȩ͟͝ ͏̛́͝m̶͢͠͞i̴̡n̸̡͢͝͠d̡̡̛͠.̶̴͢͟
t͏҉̕h̡́͢҉e̷̕ ̵̢͜͠c̴҉̵o̷̸̵͘r̀҉̷͜͡r̡̧̕ú͜͠͞p̸̕t̕͟į́͜͟͞o͠͏n҉̷͠ ̀͜͠i̕͏s̀͘͡ ́͝s̷̛͠p̧̡͢r̡͠͡ȩ̢́͝a̶͡͞ḑ͜͞í̶̕͢͏n̵̵҉҉͞g̀͡.̷̡̀̕҉ ̴͠é͘͟͢͠ń̸̷̷͜j̛͠͠͝o̴̷͟͡͠y̛͟ ̀͏t̵͘h̶̢̧̢̕i̢̕҉̷̨s̕͏͟͝ ̡́͝o̶̧̕͝ǹ̵̴̨̕e̵̕̕͢͢ ҉w̧͠h̀͜ì҉̴̨͟l̕͏҉͜e̶̕ ̡͘͟͠h̵̵̨͘̕e̵͠ ̢͡͝͡l͘͞a̴͏̡s̸͏ţ͡͡͡s̛͢͡.̛̀͜͞

Hate the economy

O͡f̵ ͞c͘ou҉rs͘e th̶e̵r̛e a̶ŗe n̸o j̶o̶b͜ş to͜ be h̨a̢d͏! Wonde̛r҉f̕u͝l!̕ ͢j҉us͜t ́b͏lo͝o҉d҉y͜ gòd͢da͡m̛n̴e͏d͞ ҉w̸on͠d͢e͠rfuĺ.̨ ̶ B͝een ͜h͜avi͟n͟g̀ fu͠n̸ ͢play͏i̴nǵ S̀ky̷r͞im͞ again̷. ́If͟ ̢n͠o̵t̵h̢in͏g ̨el͘s̷e̛ ̨its͏ ̛a go͡od̴ esca̷pe͡ ̛fro͜m a̵ll͞ ̸th̴i͠s ͘cra̛p.͠ I ͝wish ̀I ̡kn̢e͏w ͏w̸hat̷ ̧el̕se͞ t̷o ҉s̨ay̕, mo̕st̷l͟y ̵just͝ ͝sayi͡ng̶ ͟'̶H̨éý, I̸'m no̵t ͏dead̡ ye͢t.'̕ ҉I̛'͞m҉ ̷tr̕yi̕n͠g t͠o ͞fígur̴e out h̵o͡w̴ I͏ ̨c̵a͜n ̢h́e͜ĺp Àr͘i̕a҉dn͞e.̛ ͡No͡t d̕oi͏n̛g͢ ̡a ̨go҉o̸d҉ job͟ ́o̴f̧ ̧it.͟

Trying to get a job.

Huz̡z͢a͡h for͡ t̵h̡e ͡Am̸er͜ica̵n̢ ́E̡conomy͜!
Gòn̸ńa ͡t̶ry̶ ̵and g͠e҉t̨ ̛a ͠jo͏b s̡o I̸ c̶an͝ ͞hel̴p̷ my̴ f͠àmil͟y͜ ͝o̷ut͏.͠ L̢oơks ͟l͟i̡k̕e I'̕m ͟g̨o̷i͡ng̵ t̢o ͡ha͘v͜e ̴t̴ǫ g͘o ҉r̢e͠t҉àil ̴t̕h̵ơu̶g̢h. Į'm̸ ͝ņot sur҉e͏ ̧whic͟h fąte i͠s w͞orse.

̀Dea̧l̕ín͟g҉ ̛w͢ith̸ ̶th͜e̛ gȩner̕a͢l̡ ̧pu͠bl̀i̶c in ̢r̸eta͝il̷, or ̵being ̴t̷ơrǹ ap̀ar̷t̀ ͝b͏y̡ wh̷at͢ev͘e̵r͟ t͏h͘is is.͡

At͠ ͠l͘e̵a͝s̢t whe̵n̡ I'm͞ in͟ p͘u͟bli͢c ͏I'm gen͞er̵al̷ly͠ lef̴t͡ ̶a̸ĺone, i͏t̶ see̴ms̸.̛ Tha͠t̀'͞d̶ be jus̛t̕ ͘w̴h̸àt͞ Į nee̴d. ̀N̵o͠t ̛o͜n̸l͢y wou͞ĺd ҉I͠ gét҉ ̧f̢i̢red, I'҉d p̀roba̧b̢l͠y look͘ l̛ik͟e̡ ́I wa̡s͝ nuts͟.

I̴'ve͘ be͞e̶n p̡ract̨i͏cin̵g ̸e̡n͟vi̢s͟ion͢in͢g̸ ̛som͘etḩińg͞ i҉n m̢y m̡in̛d̕, I ̡fi̵g̕ure̵ tha̸ţ i̢f ̴I ̸m҉a̕n͡a̧g̵é ͞t̴o̕ ̕g̸e͜t͏ use̶d͟ to ͏i̴t͞, ͝ma̢yb͡e͢ ͝I͠ ͡ca̷n ̛ac͠t͜ưa̴l̶ĺy ̷defe͞nd ́mys҉elf̵ ̸w҉i̧th͞ ̷t͠h̢e s͝a͡me͜ ̸e̡n͢e͞r͟gy҉ ͡I͟ su͟s̨p̵ect̨ ̵ I͏͏̵҉ţ͢  feèd̴s͏ of͝f̀ ͢o͝f.

Wish ͏m҉e luck!͜