I'm worried.

H and Ariadne have vanished. I don't know if they're alright, if they're dead, or...or whatever.

Does anybody know what happened to them? Please, H is...pretty much my only friend in all this. God I hope they're alright.

Migraines, playgrounds, and sandwiches.

Ugh, standing around all day doesn't do much for my migraines. I've got an income though, and that's really all that matters.

I've been feeling better and better though. Less paranoid, less stressed, I've even stopped hearing whispers outside my window. That can mean one of two things. Either they've decided to go away, or they're gearing up for some serious shit. Nothing out of the ordinary has been happening, but I'm keeping my eyes open. Still have that pistol ready, and now have a license to carry a concealed weapon. My dad'd still kill me if I fired it without having a damn good reason, but I don't feel as vulnerable when I leave my house anymore.

I'm still toying around with the Tetrodotoxin, but I'm starting to think its a false end. Its at most a way to get out of immediate danger, but it seems to get 'It' pissed off that you're able to hide from 'It'. Emergency only, I'd wager. Then there's also the whole 'Its a deadly poison that if you don't measure it carefully it could kill you so quit playing with it you dumbass'.

Still jumping a bit whenever I see someone in a business suit though.