almost like clockwork.

Everyday...at about 8:00 PM, It appears in the back yard. Staring and watching. Sometimes It's closer. Sometimes It's further away.

I think It's just toying with me. Watching to see if I crack.

I've taken to checking the laptop daily. But the motherboard seems to have gone bad, I can't even start it up anymore.

Having finally managed to focus enough on the message

I think it says 'Dont stop right track please'

I guess he's trying to help...not entirely brainwashed then...

Then again, I have heard before that they use coded messages to try and let the non-brainwashed parts of themselves speak without being censored.

I got an e-mail today.

I'm not sure what to make of it. Its horribly misspelled, like whoever wrote it was on drugs or something.

Heathen, You have oomed yurself to be the ext sacrifice to our maser.
Even now we tare afer you. waching yu. erhaps even in your home.
Live a life of egret. then de. rieving for er. Or don.
Ponder your houghts, you plns, before you go razy. Or crac

Make your choice. erhaps our beoved mastr will grnt you your tella onc again
Everyone dies sooner or later. when will you?

I noticed the very 'subtle' hint on the left. HELP ME.

My head's been killing me lately. I've...I've seen it again...just watching. I've heard all the insults, the idiocy. "Oh no Its staring at you and doing nothing! Aaaah!" but you don't understand. Its gaze...Just, its piercing gaze. You feel fine, then suddenly you feel like someone has replaced your blood with ice. Something is wrong, just very very wrong. Then you see it, and your blood somehow gets even colder. Add to that my migraine whenever I see it, and I'm having trouble focusing. I might have to leave home soon. I don't know where I'll go, but I can't get my friends and family mixed up in this.

Merry Christmas, and a happy new year.

I hope you all had good holidays. I had a good bit of relaxation and rest, migraine aside. Only sign of activity has been that someone poured weed killer all over my parents flower bed, and that might just be one of the assholes in my neighborhood.

I suppose I should at the very least outline my current theories...That way the...lets see...two or three of you out there that give a crap can tell me how stupid I am to even think this way.

First theory goes on the 'Slender Man', the more and more I think about It, the more I wonder if the Tulpa effect is what created It, or if It was here all along, and just gained strength afterwards.

Regardless, It, is pretty much...wrongness, incarnate. Like It's a man shaped hole in reality or something.It gains strength from our imaginations, our fear, and our belief in It. It is proof of the strength of the human imagination and subconscious.

This ties into Harry's and my...sighting of Stella...Or what Harry remembered Stella to be. He said he'd been hallucinating her previously, but he hadn't seen her for a long time...

Also, It, took a major interest in her. Like it hadn't happened before, that It had never seen anything like her. We seemed to be momentarily forgotten when It was staring at Stella....or...not-Stella...or...or just a hallucination. I have no clue what the fuck anymore.

What if Its a black hole in our subconscious? Only instead of gravity and pulling in everything, including light, It pulls in our subconscious power. Basically becoming a gigantic well and font of the power of our very subconscious. When people see that....thing, they're not bothering imagining, unless they're imagining what exactly It is going to do to them.

Maybe that's why every single encounter is different for different people. One person imagines what it would do, and it alters itself to match that subconscious 'choice'. People who focus more on It's more unearthly appearance gets the tentacles for arms and other weird shit. People who dread the observation/stalking of It, usually sees just the tall suited faceless man, staring almost casually, almost out of curiosity. It may also simply be masking itself in our subconscious fears. Groups of people see the same thing because our 'subconscious' strengths differ from person to person, and It focuses on the strongest source of 'energy'.

If it is this huge 'subconscious energy well', What about other things? I'm not sure if there has ever been someone who suffers from hallucinations, having one during an encounter with It. Is it possible that the hallucination that Harry suffers from, was gaining strength from that subconscious power? Maybe that's why we both saw it.

As for the 'Zombie Powder', my current theory is that its a...'It repellent'. Or something along those lines. If It feeds on Subconscious, something like the powder could mess with the brain chemistry, causing the subconscious 'fuel' to diminish. Maybe it doesn't see with 'Eyes' like we do, maybe It focuses on the subconscious energy that sustains it. Without that source, It doesn't notice us as readily.

Of course the downsides are many.
A: Its a very complex mixture, not easy to get a hold of.
B: Its POWERFUL. If you don't mix it properly, or properly calculate the weight of the subject its used on, it will most likely kill you.
C: You're going to not be moving for a while, until the paralysis effects wear off, leaving you vulnerable to anyone who comes along.
D: I kind of doubt its going to be any help against 'Proxies' of It, who are humans simply under Its sway. I have a feeling that if one of Its servants alerts It to someone being where It isn't sensing anything, It will investigate, and likely not in a friendly 'I wonder whats over here' kind of way.

Gonna be spending christmas with the family.

Heres hoping nothing goes wrong.

I'll be studying up on things regarding this zombie powder. I have a hypothesis.

Haven't seen that...'Thing' again.

Though I've another hypothesis on that too.

Thank you DLBM

Thanks to the skillful codebreaking abilities of DLBM, the code has been figured out.

God I feel like a fucking moron.

You have become a nuisance to our master.
Come to us.
Join us.
Become one of us.
You will be spared.
If you do not.
Everything will turn black.


and of course 'SEE YOU'.

But how have I become a nuisance?

Unless happening to bump into 'It', makes me a nuisance....or could it be about the tetrodotoxin I'm researching?

Then again it could be fucking anything. Not like these people...or 'It' seems to follow much of a logic.

Seems calm

I haven't seen 'It' since that day. Maybe it just was after H and I got caught in the crossfire? No, that makes no sense. It would have made sure I couldn't see it...tried to lure us apart...

Tetrodotoxin...The paralysis is very quick. The victims remain aware at all times.

Could it be that it has something to do with what Ariadne is going through? 'Waking up'? I don't know...

I checked the laptop again. There was a text file on the desktop that wasn't there before.

It was all just random jumbles...maybe someone out there can give it a try of making sense of it.


Uoy vah ebe moc nae Siu cna ote ruo sam ret.
Oc tEm suo
Ioj sun.
Ceb Emo eno ufo s
UoY liw ebl aps der
Yfi duO ono t
Eve tyr nih iwg tll nrU alb kc



And yes, I already checked.
The first letters spell UOICUYE

So unless its some sort of acronym or anagram, I don't know what the fuck it means.