Al͞l͝ȩr͠g̢i̢es sưck

Ug͏h̢.̕ ͟I̸ go̷t h̷i͏t ̷*h͠a̵r̷d*͞ ͞wit͡h ̸th͏ȩ àl̸ler̕gy̡ log. I hate ̨G̀e͡o͝r̛g͡i̶a̕ a͢nd ̨ìt̨s̸ p͞oĺlen ço̢u͞n̶t o̵f s͞ev̴enty ́b͏ill͜ion.̷

̨Í'm͝ ̀fe͞el̡ing̶ ͏be͏t͜t̴e̴r͜ ͞th͏o̴ưgh͘, ͜final̶l̢y.

͘I ̕l̛u͝c̷ked҉ o͟u̵t̢,͡ ap͝p͏are͞ntlý ͡m̸y̶ g̢randf͏at̴her̨ ͞l̢e̕f̛t͞ m̛y͘ fam̸ily ̡an͘ ͘ol̕d M͟1911 ̷.45 ̀ànḑ I̶'ve͏ ̸been̨ ̴g̸e̷tt̨i͜ng f̷amiliar͡ wi͝t͞h ̷i̢t. T̶h́e d͘o͢w͞n̢síde͝ is̛ t͢h̶a̛t ͘my ͜D̷ad҉ is ̨g͘o̵i̷n͡ģ ̴to̶ ͝p̡re̛tty̕ much eńd͘ m͡e if ̴I en̷d͝ ̡u̵p h͟av͢ing̛ ҉to ͘f͡ir̨e ͢a͏t some̷t̢hi̵n҉g s̡h̨or̸t ̢of an axe ͝m҉ur͟d҉e̴re̷r c̢om̢in̡g̢ a͞ţ ͏me. ҉And͢ I͡ d͝ơn'͘t̴ ͞thin͜k͞ '̢ra͟n͞dom ̨d͢ickh͠oļe ́ẃit̛h a ̕f͟ręa͟k͡y̨ ̀m̸a͡sk'̀ ̴is g͝oing ͟to c͞u͘t̡ i͘t҉.

I͢s ̵any̨b̧ody̛ ͏e̸ve͏n réa̕d͘i̶ng͘ ̸tḩis? I ҉fęe͝l l̸̶̛͠o͏̵̡͡͝n͏̷ȩ͏͏l͟͡y̵̡̛͏.̴̢͟͢.̢́́͟.̴̢̨̢̛

They found my doctor

Th̶ey̸ ͘fo̡un͟d͏ my d͏octor in̡ h̷i̛s ̧hous̴e̢,́ ̨t͟ied ͜u͝p҉ a͠nd ́u̸n̵co͘ns͟cious̀.̵ ͘H̷e cląìm̕e̡d t̵o h̵ave no͠ ҉m͡em̴óŗy͟ of́ g̢iv҉i̷ng͞ m̶e̶ ͟àn̕y͟ different͡ ҉m̨e̢díc̵a̧tion͡,̕ an͞d͘ ͜he̕'s̀ p̶ut̛ ̴m͝e ̢b̴acḱ ̵on my̸ ͘old҉ mȩdi̛c͡a͠t̕io̶n. No̧ ͏l̛u̢c̛k o͟n fi҉nd̶i̛ng̛ his ̴c̸op҉y͜, ̷o͟r̢ ҉d͠o҉pp͢el͟gan̸gér̨. T̸h͠r̢e̕w̷ ͡t͡h̛è ̸nurse͏s i̧n̸t͜o̢ a t͢i̷zz̷y̴, ̸th͏at́'͏s̵ fo̸r͡ sure̕.͠ Go̴ing͢ ͘o̷n̷ and͠ ̶on ̶ab̕ǫut̕ ̛h̴ow ̵te͢rri͏fýin̨g ̕it҉ is I͘f͜͠ ̵̡ơ͞ǹ̴͜l̨̀y t͢͡ḩeý ͝kǹ̛e͟w.

.͏ I'҉m starti̧ǹg ͠to͏ rec͡ov͏e͟r aga͘in, ͟bu͡t ͜I ̵ca̵n'҉t ̢help҉ b̸u̴t̕ f͘eel ̕a̵s ͘tho͠ugh its҉...cha̷nge͏d̶ ͞so̵ḿe͝t͏hing i̕n m̛e.͘ I'm̢ n͜o̷t͜ sure ̧how e̵lse t̕o ̀pu̸t̴ ̢it.


Stella l͢óo̵ks ͘less͡ ͘w͠or͠rie͡d in my͟ d̛re̛am̡s̕.̵ ̵Í r̛em͝e͟mb̢ér h̛avin҉g ̢dre͏a͘ms ̀w͜h҉ere m̡y d͟ead͡ ̶gr̕an̷dmòt̢he͡r ̕w̵o̸uld be͘ ̀th̀ere͏.҉ She tol̢d ̷me͏ ҉th͏at͏ d͢ręa͜ms̛ ͟a҉r͝e how the͡ d̢ead ̴c̶o̶m̴e ́to ͟vis̷it͏ ͟th̡e͝ ̀liv̕i͠n̸g̶ ͟I ҉do͏n't k͞nơw͠ i̵f it ͟w͟a̧s̷ j̵u̶s͏t̸ ̶t̴he g͠r̶ie̸v̴e̕ s͠tr̨ićke̵n͠ ͠mind ̡òf a ͘y͢oun̡g kid ̴try͜i̷n͟g̕ t͢o ͡c͏op̶e͟ with o͞n͝ȩ o͞f ͝h͏is̡ c̷l̡o҉şés͏t͡ ̨fa̵m̧i͠ly ͞memb͘er͝s ̵dyin̕g͞,̧ ̵or͢ it͏ h͝as s̕ome weight̀ t̴o i̢t͝.̡ ͘I ju̶st͘ wish ̀s̢he҉'d ͝sa̛y s̢om̶e͠t̕hi̸ng̕ ̶i̡ns̡tea̵d ̸o̷f ̷jus͘t͡ ͘l̴o̵òk͜i͡n̸g aţ ͞me͡,̷ ̧n͠eve͜r̵ ҉taking ̢ḩer͜ ey̨e͝s ̶o҉f̴f ͟me͝.̵ No ma̴tte̕r͞ ͢w͜h͠at͠ h͠àp̢p̛eǹs ̕ar͞ound̶ ͜m͏e.
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I̶ mi͢ss Mema..s̛he aĺwa͠ys͝ ͠had ̡t̶he a̶n͏s̢wer tó everyth͝įng̡.̧