They found my doctor

Th̶ey̸ ͘fo̡un͟d͏ my d͏octor in̡ h̷i̛s ̧hous̴e̢,́ ̨t͟ied ͜u͝p҉ a͠nd ́u̸n̵co͘ns͟cious̀.̵ ͘H̷e cląìm̕e̡d t̵o h̵ave no͠ ҉m͡em̴óŗy͟ of́ g̢iv҉i̷ng͞ m̶e̶ ͟àn̕y͟ different͡ ҉m̨e̢díc̵a̧tion͡,̕ an͞d͘ ͜he̕'s̀ p̶ut̛ ̴m͝e ̢b̴acḱ ̵on my̸ ͘old҉ mȩdi̛c͡a͠t̕io̶n. No̧ ͏l̛u̢c̛k o͟n fi҉nd̶i̛ng̛ his ̴c̸op҉y͜, ̷o͟r̢ ҉d͠o҉pp͢el͟gan̸gér̨. T̸h͠r̢e̕w̷ ͡t͡h̛è ̸nurse͏s i̧n̸t͜o̢ a t͢i̷zz̷y̴, ̸th͏at́'͏s̵ fo̸r͡ sure̕.͠ Go̴ing͢ ͘o̷n̷ and͠ ̶on ̶ab̕ǫut̕ ̛h̴ow ̵te͢rri͏fýin̨g ̕it҉ is I͘f͜͠ ̵̡ơ͞ǹ̴͜l̨̀y t͢͡ḩeý ͝kǹ̛e͟w.

.͏ I'҉m starti̧ǹg ͠to͏ rec͡ov͏e͟r aga͘in, ͟bu͡t ͜I ̵ca̵n'҉t ̢help҉ b̸u̴t̕ f͘eel ̕a̵s ͘tho͠ugh its҉...cha̷nge͏d̶ ͞so̵ḿe͝t͏hing i̕n m̛e.͘ I'm̢ n͜o̷t͜ sure ̧how e̵lse t̕o ̀pu̸t̴ ̢it.


Stella l͢óo̵ks ͘less͡ ͘w͠or͠rie͡d in my͟ d̛re̛am̡s̕.̵ ̵Í r̛em͝e͟mb̢ér h̛avin҉g ̢dre͏a͘ms ̀w͜h҉ere m̡y d͟ead͡ ̶gr̕an̷dmòt̢he͡r ̕w̵o̸uld be͘ ̀th̀ere͏.҉ She tol̢d ̷me͏ ҉th͏at͏ d͢ręa͜ms̛ ͟a҉r͝e how the͡ d̢ead ̴c̶o̶m̴e ́to ͟vis̷it͏ ͟th̡e͝ ̀liv̕i͠n̸g̶ ͟I ҉do͏n't k͞nơw͠ i̵f it ͟w͟a̧s̷ j̵u̶s͏t̸ ̶t̴he g͠r̶ie̸v̴e̕ s͠tr̨ićke̵n͠ ͠mind ̡òf a ͘y͢oun̡g kid ̴try͜i̷n͟g̕ t͢o ͡c͏op̶e͟ with o͞n͝ȩ o͞f ͝h͏is̡ c̷l̡o҉şés͏t͡ ̨fa̵m̧i͠ly ͞memb͘er͝s ̵dyin̕g͞,̧ ̵or͢ it͏ h͝as s̕ome weight̀ t̴o i̢t͝.̡ ͘I ju̶st͘ wish ̀s̢he҉'d ͝sa̛y s̢om̶e͠t̕hi̸ng̕ ̶i̡ns̡tea̵d ̸o̷f ̷jus͘t͡ ͘l̴o̵òk͜i͡n̸g aţ ͞me͡,̷ ̧n͠eve͜r̵ ҉taking ̢ḩer͜ ey̨e͝s ̶o҉f̴f ͟me͝.̵ No ma̴tte̕r͞ ͢w͜h͠at͠ h͠àp̢p̛eǹs ̕ar͞ound̶ ͜m͏e.
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I̶ mi͢ss Mema..s̛he aĺwa͠ys͝ ͠had ̡t̶he a̶n͏s̢wer tó everyth͝įng̡.̧

Been a while

Everything seems to be dying down, I dunno why...

I haven't seen 'It' for a while...and I haven't seen anymore of its little minions.

Which frankly is starting to worry me. I'm starting to wonder if I'm just cracking...

Or if they just don't think I'm much of a problem anymore.

I keep dreaming about Stella though....she seems to be getting further and further away....and her face is...corrupted, its the only way to describe it.

My migraines are getting worse though, and I think the paranoia is getting to me. I'm looking paler in the mirror. More gaunt.

Maybe I've just got a bit of the flu.

Probably ǹờth̶̵̛i̕ņģ̷